Lonely roads of unhappiness

The truth is hard to deny
and its liek when your not okay but someone asks
then you are most tempted to lie

well my life consists of this
and i walked along many roads
but the road of happiness i must have missed

on the way i have experienced the worst
as if each road i walked upon had been severly cursed

my heart broke and trails soon existed on my arms
trials of unhappniess were made from my own self harm.

i wish to die everynight
because the road of happiness just never seems to be in sight.

i dont know how much longer i can hold on.
this is my life, in which all my happiness, only goes wrong.