I thought you were...

Crying
Just Crying
Waiting for someone to realize, the tears trickling down my cheeks
To feel the cold tears and taste the salt as they run down my face
Trying to tell you how I'm feeling, but would you understand is the question
I run to you for warmth, for an embrace, but before I take my first steps toward you
Your hands are stretched out
Not to embrace me
But to push me away

You're the only one there in the six hours of the day were at school
I thought we had connection as friends but surely I was wrong
I feel used
You use me when others are not around
But when their back, Im again invisible and fade into the background
Is that all I am to you?

I rush home to find the true love of a family,
My family is my mum, one person I can love and rely on
Someone once said that you are ungrateful
And now I am truly realizing you are ungrateful
What is wrong with you?
Cant you see what you have?
I love what I have, but you're always complaining
Cant you see that what you have is the perfect life
Perfect family, perfect grades, perfect friends
But is their truly anything perfect?

All I wish is that you would rerealize you have a friend in me, you don't realize how uncomfortable it is already knowing I am not your race color or creed stop treating me like dirt...Treat me like a friend

If I hug you, you can hug me back not give me the dirtiest look like a piece of garbage...Treat me like a friend...a true friend