Loving Your Lies

Loving a lie,
A lie bigger than us,
Spread to every corner,
Just beyond our finger tips.
Falling into falseness,
Becoming one,
Digging into me,
Spreading from the tip of your tongue.
Like a cloud, black and ominous.
Giving me euphoria,
And then dropping me into despair.
Making me hallucinate,
The illusion of an angel,
Holding me, keeping me safe.
The disillusionment creeps near,
Holding the truth,
A demon with a knife,
Raising it to stab me in the back.
But I don't care,
To hell with disillusionment.
I'm loving this lie.
Years later,
I'm still loving your lies...