Dominoes always fall

I'm truly breaking down inside
a feeling I'm becoming all to familiar with

something just isn't right
there's a certain wrongness in the air

maybe it's just me
and my many difficulties

it's something more
something to real this time

things should be going smooth
for I have dropped my bloody bad habit
but yet , the road is far too bumpy

my inability to open up
is most probably
the source of my problems

because it only, I could find a way
to expel these thoughts and feelings
perhaps there'd be room
for much pleasantly needed improvement

but yet my inner clock work
continues winding down

I'm loosing it from the inside out
and unfortunately
this process acts like a row of dominoes

once you push the first piece over
it doesn't stop till every piece has fallen