Decide

I'm angry at him
I just hate myself,
So I take it out on my skin
With my knife from my shelf.

I don't hate my form,
Just all the scars,
Like sadistic porn
Please don't look at my arms.

So please leave me alone,
Or stay with me
Just pick up the phone
And tell me you're free.

I'll come to you
And do what you want
But do you want me to?
Or do you want me dumped?

I don't want to end this
It's you who said that!
I like it the way it is.
You seem to think it's all old hat.

So make up your mind
Please don't leave me waiting
Understand I want us to be fine,
And baby, I can't wait to be mating.