Lost all that matters

As i sit and wonder why,
How this could have happened.
Its all a big lie.
Without my Friends,
I would just die.
Now I've lost them,
And I'm going to fly.

I've taken my smile,
And turned it into a frown.
I\'ve used it to fight
And I've let them all down
Now all i can feel
Is that i should leave town.
Curl up in a ball,
And shove my head in the ground.

I've taken my pain
and talked to my friends,
But what did that gain?
More hurt
And more shame
To my ex friend Jacinta
This is just a game
Something that doesn't matter
But i have her to blame.

Thank you Jacinta you f*cking b*tch
My only wish now
Is you dead in a ditch.
I've lost all that matters...