He held a picture tight.

Death in my mind
pain in my eyes
suicidal thoughts
to past the time

my life was never fun and games
but it was full of sorrow and pain
cant control, cant explain
this is my life, nothing gained

only one thing gained, one thing that stopped,
all my pain
one thing that stopped all my tears, and ended
all my fears.

i lost the only thing, i have gained
my tears, start to flow like rain,
my fears, slowly turn into pain
nothing left in this life to gain

i decide to end it,
theres just to much pain
ending it tonight,
with the blade of my sharpest knife.

saying goodbye, tonight is my last night
saying goodbye, to all who cared
you sit and say "life isn't fair,"
"why would he do this, i thought Gregory cared"

truth is, Gregory did care, but what he needed
was the care from Ashley,
which she wasn't there, but if she was
then his life he would have spared

Gregory prayed on many night,
praying for god to take his life.
Gregory couldn't live life,
without Ashley in his life.

so he ended his pain, with the blade of the sharpest knife
Gregory died with a picture of him and Ashley held tight
on the back, was Gregory's last word
"I love you Ashley, Goodbye and Goodnight"