Why did I change?
Well, so many reasons but each one was to do with love...
I still have the writings you sent me stating your feelings...
Which became clear were not...
Sitting so close the other night...I wanted to reach out and hold,
and so much more, but I'm no longer bold...
it takes it out of you being kicked in the nuts too many times...now, I feel I'm just sinking even lower as I hide myself
away in drinking, hating myself for giving up...
for believing in the first place...
What are you on about? You have someone who loves you dearly, well that's how
it seems to me...
Yeah, it's sad but right now I have changed, you see
I really don't trust anyone anymore, not even myself... and when I read this,
when I got back this morning,
I felt confusion, am I yet again misinterpreting
mixed signals...it's never too late...forgive yourself first, there's nothing
to forgive of me,
I have love still inside, it's just now I have to choose to
hide...
I'll tell you this to your face...
but then I'm probably way off in space...
looney tunes...f**k! What is going on? Are we all getting more and
more crazy?
If I'm out of line
I'm out of time...
Farewell dear friend
It's not quite the end
Yeah I get it wrong all the time
misinterpret every line
where the f**k is my head
I honestly wonder if I'm already dead
I've thought about it enough times, maybe I succeeded and don't remember...
As for your lines...brilliant as ever
But hey I'm just a bloke
The butt of the joke
Cause everyone laughs at the fool
Oh, f**k it, I'm off, got to get back to school
Seems I need to learn
How not to burn
Ha Ha
Blah Blah
by me
you see?
