Abortion ( to my unborn child)

To my unborn child,

At 16 years of age i was so confused, my hormones were everywhere and i didnt no what to do,
Some people was happy some people was disgusted, the way i felt inside is what i should have trusted,

I was scared of where i was going to live, and what i was going to give,
I had nothing but you could have been something,

My step Dad hardly spoke to me, and i shit life is all i could see,
I new i wanted to have you, and dreamed about all the things we could do,
i even ran out of the hopital because i didnt want to go through with it,
i wanted the feeling to go so i went back in justing waiting for it,
when they took me down i wanted to say no,
but i was 2 scared to back out,
when they put the anasetic in inside i was screaming no but i had no strength and no words was coming out,

im sorry

You no you would have had the best Dad in the world,
he was couldnt wait for you 2 be born,
but his parents was so happy and mine wernt,
im sorry