Nightmares

Erase these memories
That are stuck in my mind
Those things you did to me
A cure is what I need to find
A cure for this pain
For this deep stab of hurt
When I think of what you did
I feel like a good-for-nothing piece of dirt
I was a helpless little girl
Confused on what to do
I wish that all those living nightmares
Didn't have to be so true
You say that you are sorry
And that you are now a man
You said that you were young then
But I just don't understand
You hurt me so badly
You just have no clue
I cry when I sit here and think
Of all the stuff you put me through
I have been to hell and back
At least a hundred times
Lost in this crazy world
Anger and hate is all I find
I don't know if I can ever forgive you
Even though it was so long ago
These nightmares I live with
Are ones you will never know

*If you don't understand what this is about, read my other poems titled:
As a Child
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