There are times that I think that this world is so mean
When they'll reject you intentionally when you fit in
There are times that all I wish is to runaway from here
Than looking myself at the mirror with tears and fears
Fears on the future, and reality, when all is failure
They'll make u fall when u try to stand with a broken posture
Fears on tomorrow, as I'm searching for deeper meanings in life
Will I live longer or will I end up dragging the knife?
There are times that I always cry for non-important things
And I do care on such little things cause one day, it could be everything
Yes, I'll admit that I'm desperate on love that is real
Because I can't fake it, I'm jealous of people who feels it..
And happiness, I wish it could last forever in my heart,
I was born with it, but it faded since someone ripped it apart..
Even though I have friends beside me, they can't make me feel delight
Though you're with them, you still feel so alone inside.
They were always physically there, in view, but not inside of me
That's why there are so many thoughts so hard to share, I'm not free
I wish I could have someone, who would understand the sights that I see
And not call me a jerk when I speak my mind and who'll let me be
There are times that I thought of suicide, or anything relevant,
On times when I feel so unloved and unwanted by everyone..
There are times that I wish I was someone else or someone dead,
On times when nobody just can't understand the way I feel today..
