So hard to say i love you

So hard to say i love you
You make it so hard for me.
Can't you see?
All the mistakes you make.
For goodness sake
Open your eyes
And start to realize,
You're doing us wrong.
It's so hard for me to remain strong.
My heart is starting to give up,
It's starting to suck.
You say you're sorry
And that you still want to stay together,
But nothing is getting better.
So many problems between us
There probably isn't anymore trust.
I know, for myself, that i can't trust you,
I know that i don't believe you,
It's so hard.
Just to let thing so and say i forgot,
When they're eating me inside out.
For us I've fought.
Just for this!
So you can continue to hurt me.
So many times it could've been over.
Over.
I say it would've been better
For us to say good-bye forever.
Maybe then you would realize,
That you had me hypnotized.