Black rain

Too many years have past
For me to heal now
And the addictions now will last
Getting through, I'll find out how...

My heart keeps bleeding
From the pain I've been through
And the things I'm needing
I'll never come in contact to

What's the point of breathing
When nobody is there to hear you?
What's the point of seeing
When there's nothing to look forward to?

They say these cigarettes are bad for you,
Well so is social life and stress...
I know I'll die at an earlier age too
I'm just speeding up the process

I drink more than legal people do
And i enjoy it a lot more
I won't ever change over you
I'm doing what I've done before

Nobody can change me!
I say and do what i feel!
And if theres something i don't see,
Then I'll die to make it become real!

This world is going crazy
And my heart is in so much pain
Somebody, please, come save me
And get me out of this black rain...