Giving up*~*

I know that I should stop
Before I get my heart broken again
But I can't just say I don't like you
I can't just pretend

If I told you I didn't love you
That would all be a big lie
But if you really want me to get over you
I guess I will have to try

But I tell you its just hard on me
Because I don't want to let you go
You tell me you understand
But I don't think you really know

That without you I am dieing
It seems there is not reason to live
I just wish you would have waited longer
A little more time is all you had to give

But I need to stop dreaming
Because you are not coming back
You like her now
And I am just your past

You may have said you're sorry
But at times that's not good enough
It's nice to know you feel bad
But things are still so tough

It's like you expect me to get over you
As quick as you got over me
Well I'm sorry to break it to you
But that's not the way it's going to be

I just can't forget about you
Because you were my first true love
You were there for me when I needed you
It's like you were sent from above

But now I'm not so sure about that anymore
Because at times it's like you don't care
I just want to know you still love me
And what you will always be there

But I know you will never say that again
Because it's not the way you feel
Sometimes I feel like this is all just a dream;
How can something that hurts this much be real?

I want to wake up from this nightmare
And I want you to be there again
I want you to love me and want me
And not just want to be my friend

But this isn't just a dream,
This is the way it is from now on
And I know I can't get over you
I don't know how to move on

I tried so hard to forget you
To get over all of this stuff
But it's just not going to work;
I'm giving up on giving up