You Kill Me

You kill me,
inside and out,
you judge me,
because I'm different.
Stepping on me,
when I'm down and helpless,
Breaking the one,
piece of i hope i had left.
Making me feel like,
I don't belong on this earth,
Making me your slave,
To hurt the ones,
just like me.
I'm falling apart,
I feel almost dead,
I try and make things right,
but nothing is ever going,
to be good enough for you.
You think I'm just a f**k up,
I ruined your life,
you think your such,
a good mom and you,
do everything right,
but now you need to,
wake up and realize,
I am hurting deep down inside.