So Alone

As the night drifts to an end,
I lay here alone once again

With you upon my mind,
I wonder why you left me behind

I wonder why I cry
& why you let us die

I wish you were here by my side
On the all the cold nights that I cried

As I sit & think of what we once were,
I wonder why you chose her

I think about how you left me here to bleed,
& I think about your pointless greed

I close my eyes to keep from crying once again
I try to forget about you & the way you were back then

I try to forget the way you always said you loved me
...I try to forget the way you said that we were meant to be