So Alone Pt. 2

I think of you
As I lay upon my bed
I think of how you broke my heart
& everything you said

As I place the blade upon my wrist,
I think of the pain you put me through
& think of everything I'll miss

As I slowly slide the blade across my skin
I wonder if you'll ever miss me
& start to grin

I remember the time you said we were meant to be
I remember how you held my hand
& said that you loved me

I close my eyes
& I begin to cry
I suddenly realize
That the words you spoke were all lies

I open my eyes once more,
Slowly look down,
& see blood upon the floor

As I look into the mirror, I see my reflection
I hate what I see
I see a broken soul & heart thats had its share of neglection

I start to drift away
But first reminisce
I hope that you won't forget me
& then take my last breath