Inside I keep my dark secrets
The ones that arent to right
That everyday I dont know why
I always seem to want to die.
To take a knife and slice a vein
Just so I can ease the pain.
take a rope and hang myself where the world could see
My body dangling there from the ceiling beam.
I want to end it all right here
So I can leave behind this nightmare
It all terrifies me
But none of them can see
That Im alive but still half dead
Nothings right inside my head
And I can feel inside my soul is dying
while on the outside I keep crying
Knowing that Im still alive
And knowing that I will survive
The thoughts they keep running through my mind
they are like my secret suicide
