Death Will Never be The Way

I held the knife so close to my heart
Like a foolish child I sat and cried
Didn't realize what I done, what I tried
Tears mixed with blood
Pulled myself up in tears scribed
To those who can see
Never give up strive to be free
Didn't know how many people would later cry
Tried to be free yet I see this isn't the way
Friends at the door
Yet I can move no more
I ran as fast as I could
To weak to say I'm sorry
Otherwise I would
In tears
I looked at the blue sad day
When you came to see me
In this pool of blood and thee
This isn't the way my life was meant to be