Do you know what it's like?

((Not really a poem, more just thoughts, i wrote this to a friend))

Do you know what it's like;

To hate yourself, your body, your personality, your looks, your life, your clothes and your friends?

To be jelous of everyone else?

To be in love with someone you can never have?

To close your eyes and hope when you open them everything will be perfect?

To wish upon a star every night, hoping one day it'll all come true?

To fall asleep everynight hoping you won't wake up?

To lie down for hours, not moving, just thinking?

To wish you were someone else, every day?

To hope one day you'll go to deep?

To have a family that hates you?

To wish this day would just end?

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To wish you had one last chance...