I want to be perfect

by stephalee   Mar 31, 2006


I want to be perfect
I want to be thin
I want to be beautiful
i want to see bones through skin

I hate the way the fat sticks out
I hate the way I look
I hate my stomach feeling so large
I hate the innocence Ana took

Ana makes me beautiful
Ana makes me thin
Ana makes me perfect
Ana makes the bones show through the skin

I want to disappear
I want to shrink away
I want my fat to evaporate from existence
and I want on the floor my bones to lay

I need to shrink out of existence
I need my body to shrink
I need to lose more weight
every time you blink

Ana take my pain away
take my body take my soul
Ana take me to the sky
and help me pay that final toll

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  • 18 years ago

    by Lovely Bones

    Wow this was a very good poem. The way you made Anorexia seem like a real person.. I don't really know what to say lol it's an awesome poem.
    Oh and by the way, thanks for your comment on one of my poems. I really appreciate it!! =D

  • 18 years ago

    by Bitten by frost

    You express yourself very well. i hope u never feel this way but i do hope u keep on writing it. stay bloody

  • 18 years ago

    by JL

    I hope this isn't true. Anorexia is not something you want to get into. I've watched my friends battle with it, and it is very hard to win. Just because you're thin doesn't mean life will be perfect. take care
    JL

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