Nothing in this World is Kind

Sprawled on the floor
Half dead and half alive
With numbness of my mind
Nothing in this world is kind.

I try not to think of you
Through all the painful sighs
But there's something inside of me
And this something always dies

If I would have paid attention
Or maybe listened to the signs
I wouldn't be here today
Trapped in seclusion, I can't escape these vines

I wish I had the strength
To talk to you one on one
I've tried and tried to work through these lies
But after last night I am done

I think I'm depressed
I don't know what else this is
Hopefully someday I will recover
But now, one hand is broken, the other a clutched fist

And I told you that I love you
So I would not break down
But maybe it was better before
Because now I hope I drown

And I'm sprawled on the floor
Half dead and half alive
With numbness of my mind
Nothing in this world is kind.