Had The Life

I had the life, people would say
until one damming day
i was told i had to move away
move away from the one i love and lost

i don't know what i am to do
moving away the pain will be a great cost
i would feel as if i left someone behind
why cant i just turn back the hands of time?

if i could turn back the hands of time
Ashley would still be mine
i would hold her, and tell her i love her all the time
and prey to god, for her to be forever mine

moving away, is something i cannot do
my whole life would just un-glue
even tho you are gone, i cant leave you
moving away, is something i cannot do

i just wish i could have you back
but vicious slander attacked
Lie's attacked, and you thought of my past
we both did it once, never again, don't let out lives un-mend

you and i are both strong
we've been in are relationship for so long
i cant believe it is all gone
Ashley i don't know, if i can go on

i take these pills, that make me ill
i take this knife, and cut with great skill
thinking about death
taking my life with no regret

ending this pain, with a short drop, and a sudden stop
a piece of paper and a pen, where found, under me laying on the ground
the piece of paper, was wet with tears, cried from eye above
tears explained the pains he was feeling, and why he was hanging above

paper explained why he took his life, and what Ashley herd about him was a lie
he would never do anything to hurt her, Gregory did not lie
he couldn't take the pain, so Gregory decided to die
Ashley should have listened, they weren't lies.