I Want Him to Want Me

I can't look at him anymore
Those light blue eyes bring me pain
And to think I trusted him with my heart
Just to realize guys are all the same

Isn't it funny how it all works out
And how easy your heart can shatter
How easy it is for him to move on
Like what you had had never mattered

They say I should just move on
But I don't know how to let go
When it comes to leaving things I love
I tend to be extremely slow

How do you let go of your world
The one who made your life whole,
The one who was always there for you
And to whom everything was told?

I can't seem to get away from him
Not that I've actually tried
He's always lingering in my dreams
On the verge of every thought in my mind

I can't say his name outloud
Because it brings tears to my eyes
I hate to want the only one guy
Who is the cause of why I cry

But there's only one thing I want
And it's tearing at my heart
I want him to want me back
And I want a fresh new start

Rachel Crombie--4//1//06