I was your best friend for more than half our lives, as much as you were mine. Not a day went by where we didn't hang out and we were always together passing time.
I remember playing softball with me on third and you on first. Our high school dances where we went stag because the boys weren't worth the disappointment and possible hurt.
As we graduated we went our separate ways but never once lost touch. We spent time together hanging out and keeping our friendship from the rust.
But as the years continued on both of us had changed. Me for the better you for the worse for you feel off of people's sorrows and pain. You have changed into this monster with whom no one really knows. You took a total 360 degree turn and we didn't know where you would go.
Lying about the abuse and pain of other peoples lives and pasts, that's a really pathetic way for you go grab sympathy but for you, I'm sure it will last. You have no want to change into the amazing girl I once knew. I have to tell myself your dead and this monster has taken control over you. I had to say goodbye and let you go for good. You will never know the pain that caused and what it may have done to you.
I was the only one who stood by you, NOT ONCE did I ever stray. I had to turn and walk away now because you have hurt me as badly as you can. You took my past of abuse and said that it had happened to you, called me the liar and made me look bad and deep down you knew it was all untrue.
I do hope you live a slow dying life of betrail and despair. For this monster you have suddenly become deserves the worst for years. Now should you get free from this monster and become your same old self. I will welcome you back with open arms and protect you all over again.
I do love you my dear friend of mine. You're like a sister to me. You've been my rock and savior at the times when I was weak. But now you are a loser, lying is your game. You take and take of others lives and take some more again.
Goodbye to my friend P. You know who you are. I will miss you for all eternity that is the friend that you aren't now. For the monster you have become, I will have to just hate you. It makes it easier to walk away and never think about you.
