My life

I have changed so much
In these last sixteen years
I have gone from nappies and milk
To boys, heart break and tears.

I have had my heart broken
Twice in my time
One hit me, struck me across the face
The other just fed me a line.

I learnt not to live my life
By what others have to say
I learnt to live my life
Thinking this could be my last day.

When i first felt my heart break
I cried in my mums arms
She tole me she would always love me
And she knew why i fell for his charms.

\"Your first love is always the hardest\"
She kept whispering in my ear
I remembered when he held me like that
And i felt a new swell of tears.

I learnt not to think of him
Or how we used to be
I just learnt to think
Of what the jerk did to me

He cheated on me
With one of my friends
I thought he was the one
And would be mine till the end.

I met a new guy
Who instantly opened my heart
But within weeks
He tore it apart.

He kissed me deeply
Ran his hands through my hair
And I\'ll never forget
His deep loving stare.

He told me he loved me
And he would always care
But i was too good for him
So he had to leave me there

I stood and watched him walk away
In to the arms of another girl
I felt so angry but still so sad
To know that she held my world

Two guys i loved and lost
In my sixteen short years
And i know there will be many more
That will bring hundreds of tears.

Love has such an effect on you
It can break and mend your heart
But before the end of your life
Your world will fall apart.