So Sick

I want to get away from him
And throw the memories away
But no matter what I do
My feelings for him remain

I'm so sick of seeing his face
Every night in my dreams
He's always there when I wake up
He's everywhere, it seems

I'm so sick of wanting him
And him not wanting me back
At times I wonder what she has
That I so dearly lack?

I'm so sick of talking to him
Because it's torture on my feelings
But I need to get him out of my head
So my heart can do some healing

I'm so sick of looking at
The pictures of us together
And the words on the back that say,
"We'll love each other forever"

I'm so sick of seeing him
With a different girl each day
He's wreaking havoc on my heart
Causing a pain that won't go away

I'm so sick of turning
At every drop of his name
For every tear that I shed
I have him to blame

I want him and he knows it
And there's nothing I can do
He just doesn't feel the same
I'm so sick of loving you.

Rachel Crombie--4//3//06