Broke.

Why do i feel this way about myself?

like nothing i do is ever right.

that i am just not good enough,

and i don't deserve to be here tonight.

that i am just not smart enough,

and that i should never try.

maybe then I'd never fail

and i wouldn't have to cry.

but why do i do this to myself?

cause myself so much pain.

i said i wouldn't do it.

but i broke and did it again.

i cut myself just a little more,

made just one more scar.

and although i am away from it,

i know my knife will never be to far.

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