Feeling down

When I'm feeling down,
I hate to frown.
But when you're there for me,
I know that I'll always be.
Your love and supporrt keep me here,
But about my death, you should fear.
I don't know what I will do,
But I won't do anything, to hurt you.
At times I love to be alone,
Away from everyone and off the phone.
I sit here on my chair, and never leave,
Because it is something, I decieve.
It means I'm safe, it means I'm fine,
I'm not out there alone, cutting in a line.
I try hard to be nice and kind,
But maybe to you, it all seems blind.
I want to be loved and cared for like you,
It is something, I will do.
I love the way you love me,
But it's me, one thing I will never see.
I can't trust myself at all,
But maybe, I might just fall.