Trapped inside...look at me

Out in the open
They see these tears falling...

I want to be loved again...
But then i want to feel invisible

I used to have my friends
I used to be happy

Now here I am, not the cazy one
just the lonely quiet gurl sitting in the corner

\"Is she a gangsta?\"
\"do you think she killed anyone?\"

I cant take it anymore
Leave me alone

No one can save me anymore
Just leave me aone... Dont u think u can hellp me...

You all think you know how i feel
Tryin to box me in...

I went through more than most poeple
Yeah, I might smile, i might laugh

But once you stare at my pure black eyes
DO you see the spark, the light, the hope?

Stare more, Deeper and deeper u fall
Inside this gurl cries... Locked up and cryin for that better day to come back...

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Its a poem a wrote on April3 06...
I Couldnt take it, I didnt want anyone to see me cry, but the tears fell... I tried to hide by smiling and smiling but people still saw the sadness im going through...
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