And its hard to remember what you thought you wanted are sunrise to be, i told you that night, as long as i remember you i know you'll remember me. you would so scared to leave me in my room. you thought you could die at any minute..and i knew that wasn't doom.doom would be me seeing you walk away.
and as you walked in the surgery room along with me..you smiled at me with out a blink. i knew you were certain..that you wouldn't be leaving me. i love you, you said. i smiled and i said i love you too. a tear dropped from my eyes..but that smile yet continued. I'm not giving up he said. i live for you..just to see you cry. i live for you because i know are love is actually worth a try. i said i love you too..and i understand. but incase if you leave tonight..just remember, ill always be holding Ur hand.
hours passed.night turned into early morning. so nervous...i heard doctor sigh..i looked out the window and i saw ambulances going by..made me cry.i knew that someones loved ones were dieing. and it was so sad. i heard the doctor come in threw the doors..he took off his cap. i looked at with him with one glance..and i knew he was gone. my head started spinning, i started to cry. Ur memories are with me still..and it just seems like i never said goodbye.
i hope you still remember that my hand is always with you..because i feel like Ur holding on to me no matter what i do. and i hope it last..because i wouldn't know what to do with out you. and i know you love me..i love too. and i hope you understand..saying goodbye means that i would never see you again, i see you in my dreams..and good bye is no longer what i try to say in my prayers.besides, why would i? Ur always right there.
