Never Giving in

I want everything to go away,
lately everything is Grey.

Today I let you talk the trash,
It never seems to go away.

Your throwing everything at me,
Like a freak who cannot stay.

Iv put my life into you,
never letting go,
I give my faith to you.

Never giving up,
I would die for you.

Till the end,
Ill believe the words true.

Somethings hiding,
your not giving in.

I'm trying my hardest,
but don't know
where to begin.

Inside I'm hurting,
from the trash you
lay in front of me.

I wonder what it is,
that makes this
so hard for me.

The blood is still there,
the rain still falls today

Still I hope and
wonder, about our
life someday.

Right now i feel so blind,
by the faces you leave.

It so hard for me,
to believe the
words conceived.
When you put out
disgust and the
words you breathe.

Am I just blind and foolish,
to trust our plans?

By the way you act,
nothing more stands.

I feel like a fool,
who is doomed in the end.

Thought life differently,
but found it to bend.

Broken in two,
by believing in you.

but still i must,
and go with the trust.
because you are my life,
and I cant let that rust.