The grateful dead

I sit one night all alone, tears rolling down my cheeks
I remember the pain of that day
The days,the weeks
It took for her to finally pass away.

I hear voices in the shadows of my mind
I hear them talk and scream my name
I feel Ive been so unkind
But i tell myself I'm not to blame.

Why did she take that one pill
I can see her eyes begin to roll
as everyone stood still
and looked at her fall to the ground in agony.

I remember her screaming for help
Tears falling from her reddened eyes
Her painful yelps
Torturing me for the rest of my life.

Now shes gone i can see
What she really meant to me
I love her more than words can say
I cannot make this hurt go away

One thing i can here now as i lay in bed
are the voices in my head
laughing at me and saying
You will play with the grateful dead.

GaRy *W*