When everything fell apart

When everything fell apart
and i thought
i had no one
you were there
you helped me
pick up the pieces that broke
then you were mine
then you ended it
just as fast as it started
when everything fell apart
i thought i wasn't
going to pull through
then there was you
you fixed it then ended it
i realized that
when everything fell apart
it was because
of the lies you told
it was because
of the promises you BROKE!!!
it was because
i fell in love with you
and you took that
for granted.
why is it that
when everything falls to nothing
and i feel like
my insides are being
ripped out from within me
its because I've cried
and cried and cried
or in the process of crying
i curl up into a ball
hoping the pain will
subside and it would
make me stronger
when everything fell apart
i lost it
and now the tears are still here
and your still gone
and you still take me granted
and you still don't care how much
i cry or yell
it just doesn't matter
if i could stop loving you
i would but your
like a drug that i need
so everyone calls you
i call you death
I'd rather die
then sit around and wait
for you to decide I'm good enough
id rather run into a tree
then to sit and cry over you
all this anger built up
isn't anger
its sadness that you caused
and sadness that wont go away
and when everything fell apart
for the last time
you didn't even seem to care
you heard me crying
you heard saw the tears
and not once did
you even glance to make sure i was ok
not once did you ask
no no no
all you said was its over
when everything falls apart for you
and no one loves you like i do
don't come crawling back because
now the shoes on the other foot.