Life can be so boring

She wrote me an email it made me cry.

We use to be best friends but it ended because of a lie.

I just wanted to be happy but not everyone can be.

I just wanted to be loved, but nobody loves me.

You said i was beautiful and now I'm not?

You said you'd always love me so why'd you stop?

I hate this empty broken home.

God please tell me why i have to be alone?

Do i deserve this that i have?

Why do you hurt me so bad?

I just wish my life would go back to the way it use to be.

But even then i was never really happy.

I cant even fake a smile.

It's been gone for such awhile.

I'm tired of crying and wanting to just sit down and die.

I'm wanting someone to love me.

I'm praying for someone to hug me

I wish i could drop this knife

I never asked for this screwed up life.

If good people deserve such bad.

This is the worst I've ever had.

I don't even wanna wake up another morning.

Life can be so boring.