Why Should I Cry?

I'm out of time
i had it up to hear
i can see my future
its clear. my lover is not
who she appear to be if
she were she would be
here standing next to me
(but no i am all-alone once again)

so why should i cry?
she left me not the
other way around. i
was there when she
was at her worst i
shutter her when her
family put her out and
said they did not want
her around because of
what she was.

but now that i
needed her she is no
where to be found. i said
i loved this woman and how
do she repay me by doing this.
is that what love is? i am not
going to cry over her anymore,
why should i?