Me..

I walk this road alone.
with all my hate on me.
but non of it may be shown.
sometimes i wish i could be free.

I'm always around with a frown.
I'm sitting in my pain & i drown.
I'm standing here with my face-down
I'm slowly going down.

I will not touch this knife.
with any of my strife.
I will keep my life.
But i wont ever become a wife.

Yes I'm gonna last.
I wont let myself end it this fast.
even if my past
was bad I'm gonna last.

my throat wont have a slash.
my head i wont bash.
There wont be no blood splash.
Because all of this is in the trash.