Mysterious minds

Feeling alone in the emptyness of life,
i find myself spiraling toward terror and strife.
with a sullen face and no words for a voice,
it leads u to believe I've made a wrong choice.
but no one chooses to feel rogue and obsolete,
its society and its expectations that choose the problems we meet.
just let me perish whilst u live your life,
ill slit my wrists whilst you cherish your wife.
see everyone has there own ways of dealing with problems they face,
mine is to let it all go and leave you to this hell wretched place.