My Marriage

I have given you the benefit of the doubt

More times then I can count.

You want to live a life we can not afford

But yet I sit at home alone and bored.

We have been married for seven long years

and I can not believe all the tears.

I have shed so many tears and I have

struggled through so many fears.

I have always dreamed of getting married and being happy

and all I got was a life thats crappy.

You make feel unappreciated and that I am only

here to be degrated.

You tell me one thing and

show me another

I sometimes wonder why I even bother.

Why do I bother trying to change this man???

I dont know why but I think I have done all I can.