You Hurt Me

Tears sliding down my cheek
I'm laying here
cold and shaking
on the bathroom floor
you hurt me when you ignore me
you hurt me when you'd rather talk to her
you hurt me when it feels as though
you don't need me or don't even want me because she's your
best friend now
not me
I just want to die
I'm losing my best friend
I've got no one who I can really talk to now
maybe you were just waiting
for me to take the hint
and really you don't care at all
whether we're friends or not
I'm all alone
not a best friend to talk to
not a boyfriend to talk to
no one
I'm slitting my wrists real deep now
I only want to die
I can't escape these feelings
I don't want to cry
but that's all I have left to do
you hurt me
but I wish
I could say goodbye