Dealing with goodbye*~*

People look at me
and they can\'t tell anything is wrong
but deep down i am hurting,
i\'m not really that strong

it has already been a month
but it seems like yesterday
it seems like only hours ago
that you took my heart away

i should be closer to getting over you, closer to moving on
but i can\'t seem to accept the fact;
the fact that you are gone

you are never coming back to me
i\'m just wasting my time
but i have to be here if you change your ways, if somehow you change your mind

but i know your mind is made up,
you don\'t want me anymore
but i can\'t seem to get any closer
to walking out the door

i desperately need to move on
and leave all this hurt in the past
but whenever i feel like i\'m over you, it never seems to last

when you left me here on my own
you left all your problems behind
and now that you are gone,
all these problems have become mine

i\'m still dealing with your sh*t,
your harsh words and your lies
i\'m still dealing with no more you,
still dealing with goodbye