Cutter 101

As i take the knife to my wrist
to cut and send me into a perfect bliss
the pain is perfect
so raw and dangerous
im hearing voices of people, people that love me

but then i snap back into life and realize what i am doing
i sit with a blood covered knife in the silence of the night nobody loves me.
but then i look down to see my mutilated wrist. it scares me. i think i was just kissed by death.i am overwhelmed by fear as
i watch a tear and a drop of blood fall in rhyme.

as i take this knife to my wrist
to cut me and send me into a perfect bliss.