Read it weep

So its over.heres my suicide note.
read it and weep.
see the tear stains from when I wrote?
theyre real just
like the everday rejection i feel.
Why am I doing this you ask?
I just don\'t feel good enough.
Iv\'e alays sat behind this mask
pretending it was alright
but no its not.
i wish all the time
but i can never be what im not.
I wish I was pretty
I wish I was popular
Why does everybody hate me?
when I try to be what they want me to be
I\'m even worse.
It sucks
this stupid curse.
So now it\'s over. heres my suicide note.
read it and weep.
see the blood stains from when I slit my my wrists?
to the blood stains where i slit my throat