My pathetic existence

Wuts left from me
is just a shade
of who i used to be

everything's falling apart
I'm crawling on my knees
my eyes r burning
as i cry myself to sleep
I inflict myself in misery
just to watch myself bleed

how many n8s
hv I stayed awake in my bed
with no1 to talk to
but the voices in my head
even though my heart's beating
I still feel dead
I wish I cud end it
end it all with a bullet of lead

the pain is just too much to bare
even though I'm surrounded by frnds
non of them seems to care
I cry my heart out
while they sit and stare

y hold on if things
r only gonna get worse?
I dun need any1, with my own hands
I'll end this curse

It's just one cut
just one vein
just a few drops of blood
and no one will remember my name