Daddy

Daddy! where are you now?
Did you run away and hide somehow?
Daddy! I mean it this time!
Why'd you have to go and leave me so far behind?!
Why'd you have to go and do that to me?
was it something i did to make you want to leave?
All my friends can tell when something is wrong,
but its hard not to tell and keep this secret for so long.
you don't know all the anger and pain i hide, buried deep below..so far below inside!
Along with all my thoughts and depressing emotion!
Sometimes i wish i could just drown in the ocean.
Nobody knows about this hole,
with all the joy and happiness you stole.
Nothing is left except loneliness and fear, fear of being nothing without you near!