Im Not the Girl I Appear to be

Cloudy days,
Rainy Nights
Help hide the darkness inside my eyes
Sometimes I wish I could break out and cry,
But then I no
Everyone will realize,
How weak I really am inside.
But one day the time will come,
And everyone will see the real me,
I'm not the girl I pretend to be,
I'm not the perfect girl I appear to be,
I may seem happy but if u no me
You no there are a million thoughts flying through me.
A million thoughts about how to live another day pretending to be the girl that u see
Pretending to be someone I don't want to be,
But someone you want to see.
I'm not the girl I appear to be,
I'm just trying to be the girl u want to see.