Sleeping On Dirty Sheets [depressing]

I sleep on dirty sheets, staring at the ceiling,
Recollecting sad thoughts, along with a suicidal feeling,

Thunder and rain adding more drama to the day,
Just a reason to get rained on, but I'll be okay,

The sun's hiding, along with my smile,
It was once there, but it only stayed for awhile,

The sparkle in the stars, the sparkle in my eyes,

not caused by hopes but overly repeated cries,

Praying in the night for joyous dreams,
to only be awoken by horrid screams,

Finally fatigue takes over fright,
The morning starts over,

and this will recite