My Tears Weren't Enough

My tears though they've fallen
Won't ever fast fade
My tears though they linger
Just won't go away

Their memories and sweet lullaby's
Their meanings and hopes
Together it makes me
Hold on to you like ropes

I've done tried letting go
Going to others for love
But I want you and miss you
I want to feel your love

I was so happy
I loved you so much
But yet you were stupid and
We were left in a clutch

I refused to see you
I refused to call your name
I had to hurt you to
Recall my fame...

I had never meant to hurt you
Or at least not that bad
But your heart was deceiving and
I was getting so mad

Something was hidden but you
Wouldn't let me see
And I was just so afraid,
So afraid it was something of me

I didn't understand it heck
I don't to this day
If you really loved me
What with the mean things you say

Not to say I ain't like that
I say crap bout you too
But not like you're saying
What the heck did I do

I just didn't want you to know me
So I pushed you away
I needed you to hold me
But what you were couldn't stay

I couldn't handle your crap
I couldn't handle past lies
I wouldn't be like the others
with their lonely sad goodbyes

If you hate me it's cool
It just means I won't die
My tears weren't enough
They just showed that you lied

~I think A friend of mine posted this on their site on here but I don't know so I'm posting it anyway, this is mine originally though~