Why?

I know how to breathe...
so why can't I remember how to when I'm around you?
I know how to speak...
So why can't i ever say the right thing to you?
I know how to think...
So why are my thoughts always still on you?
I know how to forget...
So why can't I forget you?
I know how to live...
So why does it seem like i still can't live without you?
I know how to move on...
so why can't I?
Why can't I do any of these things without you?
It's because I don't WANT to do any of them without you.
That scares me...
Because you've moved on...you're GONE.
And no matter how many times I say that...it never makes sense.
It never will.