Cut

Scars across my wrist
they make your mind twist
i see it in your eyes
pity, fear, disgust?
dont feel for me
this is what i do
this is who i am
blinded by the pain
slice across the skin
the blade dives right in
blood
gushing, pouring, dripping
washes away emotion
now my mind is clear
I live forever in fear
what if my next cut is the last?